Angry Plead

WHY ME!
I screamed at the sky
Shaking my fist in anger and disgust
What have I done to deserve this hell?
Did I offend you in my last life?
I can't seem to get anywhere
Everything I try, I fail
I'm tired of stumbling through life
Ambling, without direction
Wondering where I'm supposed to be
Half dead from the neck up
Help me make the right decisions
What am I not seeing?
Help me find this road that eludes me
I am floundering in my life
The only thing that I can do correctly is fuck up
I know that I am destined for something better
I feel it in my bones
My fervor for a better existence is within me
In my heart and soul
GROWING...
PUSHING...me to run!
I just can't find my way in this darkness
Light my way and I vow
I won't forget your empathy
Help me fill these sails with pride and
Sail to my destiny
Whatever it may be



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