Conticent Amoret

Every day when I awake,  
I want to tell you how I feel.  
But Every time I come near you-  
I choke-and my heart turns to steel.  
When I fall asleep, I think of you  
and try to dream. But the true
fact that you will never be mine
Shatters my heart no longer because
it has with-held the violence of a selfish crime.
The affection that I hold for you is true.  
But I do not know how much longer  
I can survive without knowing if it is to you.  
I've told you everything about  
myself that I could possibly know.  
Yet you remain to be oblivious to my affection.
Though you remember every word that I have  
ever spoken to you, you ignore the fact that my  
feelings have held true.  
My love for you is like a bloody tear,  
unique and unusual, yet full of compassion  
and clear.
It is not your fault-but only mine;  
For I am the one who is fearful of  
Loving and being loved in return.
Because why should one have someone to love  
If Death will claim them eventually.  

Written by PhantomPoet (Zoe..)
Published | Edited 28th Sep 2016
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