Monster

I hate you 
With a burning searing passion 
Who you are and what I've become 
Wanting to choke the living life out from you 
Kill you and watch you burn into cinders 
I know there isn't anything good in you 
No other reason to look at myself 
For you wont find anything good in me 
Wrestling with Jakob 
My angry soul endures 
Heart broken, asunder 
The angel has been overcomed 

A howling comes from within 
Black doves fall from the sky, in flames 
My rattle hums 
Soul begins to burn, red orange glow 
Monster in me rises against the son 
Serpentine skin begins to glisten 
Cant seem to break free from these chains 
That bound me to my prison irrevocable sins 
Emptied soul, afflicted spirit 

Take these off 
Take'm off from my heart 
Takes these chains off 
Take'm off from my heart 

Apollo burns outside 
My sun a total eclipse 
I'm a blackout inside 
Everyday is another black day 
Another black day rises in me 

Tired of looking inside 
Pass the face of fear 
Into the deepest darkest regions of my valley 
Crosses that burn 
See the flames higher and higher 
Staring straight into the eyes 
The monster that's in me 
The monster that has killed me 
Tired of looking inside 
Just wanna shatter the windows to thy soul 
Split my chest open, rip my heart out 
From the vampire that's constantly 
Feeding away at my black 
Never getting enough 
Fangward deep into my rivers 
Draining, Blackening my soul 
Blackened is my end 
Fallen into obscurity 
Killing all that I am 
Never is my sun to be born again 
Darkening in vain 

I'm burning 
Smell its appetite 
High as a serpents vie 
Yellow eyes filled with diminished hope 
Falling from my sky, sinking 
Embracing the night 
Feeling cold inside 
Serpentine spirit 
Black soul 
Dammed 

-ADuarte