Random mixed up thoughts wrote down

I can't believe how many people you've convinced,I'm what your stories tell.
Although something tells me I've always known;
*your heart doesn't contain the capacity for you to love your own.
You'll always act the fool
As the past and present will always tell
I'm sorry guy but your future doesn't look too bright
I'm not there your all alone
But you know ?
I'm not sorry I can already tell
I'll excel and be the best for them
You live your lifestyle
And we'll go on,
we'll live this life through
Playing in our routine
And learning as we grow ❤
Even if that's not cool with you
Make up your mind
But be careful what you choose
Why? You don't give a fuck?
Because it would really suck to loose
Two beautiful beings
Who didn't get a choice to choose,
your actions fused with mine created their connection
And I will not move until
You've committed your portion
You owe them
Never me.
Don't you worry, you've ruined me
You win I loose boo hoo 😢
Now run and find another soul
To torture
to take control
To be what you want them to be
please just leave me free,
True to me