Daydreams At Night

      
I sit here
and daydream
a lot at night
all the unclear
gains focus
lit up bright
I picture you
in the warmth
of my mind
but it's untrue
you're alone
on the outside
you're attempting
some normality
of this life
but you're pretending
through functionality
gained high
a never ending
pre-planned , and
stressed out time
your world is
bending It's stretching
way too tight  
you're only lending
the pre-sundown
post sunrise
and the debt you're in
it will cost you
your whole life .



It's not realisation
I've known
the whole time
I just chose
to play dumb
but read between
the lines
I know where you're
coming from
I'm at the finsh line
but you never
did come
you picked the route
of sky .