I Strive Out Of Reach

    

The end
of an era
before
it could be
the up coming
from the under
is over
finale
I try not
to remember
the what could of
never been
I hide
without cover
because
I'm not seen
I'm a father
a brother
but a nothing
to my Queen
I try
but why
bother
as you'll never
want for me
I'm untied
and wide open
gaining more
injuries
I'm below
thick cloud cover
as the sun
shines brightly
I'm the only damn number
that equates
to empty
I fill up
then spill over
losing my
quantity
I'm alive
but don't breathe
I strive
out of reach
my eyes
cannot see
fuck the woods
for the trees
I still have blood
throughout me
no matter what
I still feel.