Crazy...

Sometimes I think I'm just crazy,
Crazy is such a strange word, huh? 
I'm not normal,
But I'm not crazy?
No one knows the things I've seen.
The things I've felt.
Inside this mind of mine,
In this heart of mine!
No ones has seen the demon,
Inside of my soul.
But where is he now?
He only comes out every now,
And then.
Call me crazy,
Cause you don't understand.
Cause I talk to myself. 
No ones seen this mind.
Bullied to depression,
Pushed to insanity.
But no ones bullied me as much as I have.
Cause I've never been good enough for myself.
So good enough for you?
Forget it!
I'll never be,
I'm insane,
But I'm okay with that.
I'm okay with who I am.
Saving me?
Forget it,
No ones home inside of this head.
Knock, knock.
I don't feel emotions properly.
I can't feel normally. 
You can't save me.
I'm in for the long run,
Had this coming.
Since the day I was born. 
One life,
One chance.
I have no other choice.
This is the life I have to live.




Nik.J.Tucker