Conflict

I want to
But am scared to
To fly away
to a beloved
will I be welcomed
will I overcome

I desire so much
but I feel incomplete
will I bring dissatisfactions
dissentions and pretentions
If I don't I may prevent
a beginning of tensions

Do I or should I
sacrifice a glowing dream
Without trying
to walk that golden path
scared of a perceived nightmare

I want to
But I'm scared.