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Simply Drab

Don't catch me if I fall,
let me feel the pain
I want it
need it
desperately,

numb
numb
numb
numb
numb

no longer angry
I let it all go
sadness faded with the tears
and I am numb,
frozen kind of

cold or hot
I cannot tell
it's all the same
blending and bleeding into nothing
I find the repetitiveness revolting

holding my breath
trying to feel the blue,
I exhale words like "fuck it"
and continue on with my day
because fuck it, just fuck it

bland, simply drab
everything,
all the time,
through the smoke,
through the haze.

*Nicole wanted to feel something
yet she never knows what the hell it is
nor could she ever verbalize it if she did
fuck it is all she could say,
blaming everything else and calling everything grey*



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