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Can I Trust You Again? :(

We're so lost
Shit happens
But at what cost?

Every time I think
Tears ready to fall
Over the brink

I've lost my faith
Doubting everything
Between love and hate

Sometimes I think
Am I more in love
With our mem'ries

Than you?

A dull ache creeps on
Swallowing me whole
Until my heart is gone

I need you to save me
I don't know if you can
I'm too beaten and shaky

I need you for now and forever
Or so that's what I believed
Right now I'm torn and battered

I don't want to feel this anymore
The hurt and betrayal and all
I want things like they were before

But how?

I know I love you dearly
But the trust has been trashed
I can't see things clearly

I love you

But I'm so fucking confused

I'm afraid

I don't want to be hurt anymore