This afternoon..

I'm a ridicule..
human beings don't love me , so I'm her with you
sitting on this bench no money to eat.
well it seems
Mc Donalds is all in thee.
I'm a clown as a well
to every body who got no respect..
I expect
laughs for attention so I can look like some one else..
I make a fool of my own self.
as my feelings don't agree to dwell
in my heart no more
they over flow..
so let me relax  
with you wax
watch your colors so bright,
although its just like mine,
mine is degrading inside.
so let me be here with you
and feel your cold company this afternoon..