Lil Richard..Miss You

Why oh Why,
Did my young life, end on such a cold lonely night,
So Many things i wanted to see and do.

Why oh why,
An end so miserably, devoid of cherished ones,
alone, Scared through.

Smudged out, no breath no more,
No beating of my heart, no love to ever endure..explore
Taken away, stolen by a thief,
And never to understand why.

Who is this man, why does he do..
How can he be in charge of my destiny, my choices,
and decisions on my life.

Wanting to live, is all i wanted..
Not knowing before, yet now i see a future laid out ready..
for me never to explore.

My heart now empty, but still feel a coldness,
And ache for mummy and daddy..
For they have no son now of just 16 years old.

They have no answer, no idea,
No comprehension of how this could happen to they're boy,
Young of heart and futurein hand.

Bereft of future joys to the heart,
Of proud moments and future memories,
Of smile and sorrow that lifes does bring.

Light of eye, you son we love and will never forget,
Hear our cries, hear our sadness and know that we hold you dear..
You stayed a while, but how we beg and pray..
To change past, so you may still be around.

Mum and Dam, know that i miss you..
So much so my hollow soul screams, it churns,
It explodes with a deep sadness never known,
You were my world, i still hold dear,
Taken from me..
Yet i still watch and pray..
That one day i can be with you again.