Now that you know: I've been Crushed by You

I'm persistently haunted
by the memories
of days n' nights
when just you n' me
would be constantly...

in heat we'd  feed
as our bodies intertwined
incessantly
dining on each other's  flesh...

girl why can't you see,
this was meant to be?

See?
It's not beneficial  for us to be apart,
Separation is tearing viciously at this heart...

I sit alone, in this empty home...
as I weep n' moan, pick up the phone
to call,  but  all I  get that ' busy' tone
I needed you desperately
our bond was tight
as if we were sewn

Together, we've grown
to depend on each other,
n' time has shown

That It's not beneficial  for us to be apart,
Separation is tearing viciously at this heart ...

Yet it's not really  just about that,
becuz my heart's no longer  where it's at
your image is so ingrained in my mind...

so many years happy,
I find is  no more
n'  I shed a million tears...

So I sing this tune
I bring to you,  this lovesick song

All night long...into emotion's depths I stare
As it glares back at me
n' I wonder did you ever truly care?

I said , it's not beneficial for us to be apart
Separation is tearing viciously at this heart...

So, I thank you
as I whallow in sorrow...
sunk deep in the bottle
three down, one to go...
n' I don't give a fuck
if you call me a lush!

They say a man is INSENSITIVE
but he's simply learned from the best
hardened,  thru the years of pain...
I'm just the latest to pass the test...

So, next time you see me,
perplexed by the sexing women so freely,
just remember...

It was MY love, OUR  love.. 'THEE love...'
that you alone, CRUSHED...