Appreciation of your mind and soul.

If I didn't know any better,
The road were taking lead to being together,
The same road I've been walking down alone forever,
You made me feel better,
While I made you feel wetter,
But see lust ain't the issue,
It started with good morning I miss you,
Ended with I'm sorry this isn't what is you,
Want,
Please don't taunt,
My heart,
Cause it's halloween time and the makeup is on,
And I can see the mask,
Ghost and creatures from my past,
Trying to show you that my intentions will last,
It won't get taken away by a day or a feeling,
They continue growing with actions and reason,
Tis is the season,
To be scared, to be afraid, who if any cared by what we have made,
But Yet again here I stand,
Alone,
A grown man on his own,
With his mind blown,
By a beautiful creature,
That either god sent to complete ya,
Or the devil sent to defeat ya,
Whichever it is I love your feature,
Your cameo in my life is forever,
15 days ago you hit me with the "fuck I cant control it, fuck trying to behave"
Now I'm here thinking is she really my babe,
Or will it all fade,
Like the season and shades,
Cause I know there's fifty,
But I could name that times two things that would make me iffy,
So let me keep it a hundred,
I love your energy soul and your respect in abundance,
The last thing I want us to feel is suffocated or that its redundant,
I'm writing from where my blood pumps and even there I don't know the deal,
I'm just hoping since it's so raw you know it's real,
The way I feel,
The intellectuality, the sex appeal,
Every demon is trying to steal,
And every wish will take away from,
I've come a long way to let you be the person I have to walk away from,
I don't want no lets take a break huns,
Or no this isn't what it looks like hun,
I want it straight forward,
Like watching an arrow soar,
Indeed you are the balance and I am the lion but hear me roar,
Cause I can't stand the world and it's fakeness,
I'm running searching for greatness,
But I'm searching for you heart even more,
So understand it comes from inside my core,
If you can't understand ill run to the store buy a thousand colors and begin to draw,
Paint the perfect picture cause it speaks the language you see,
If I have to take a boat around the world ill face my fears of the sea,
The sun shines bright and I'm still searching for you on every degree,
Every line of latitude and longitude,
The moon will lead me to the spirit inside of you,
I want to get high off you,
Not get down,
Unless it's digital,
Passionate and physical,
Let me be analytical,
Cause you know I like details,
Whether I succeed or fail,
You'll have a piece of my mind,
A thought,
What if or what not,
Why is this rush in my bones so hot,
You hit the spot,
But like dead center,
Pain like a loose splinter,
And shame like a new sinner,
But this line between love and hate is getting thinner,
And this world goes back to dark if I'm not in her,
With her,
Hear her,
Is that so bad?
I'm not going back to sad,
I'm sorry that sometimes I get mad,
But baby the good you bring is past glad,
It's exciting,
That's why I get upset when people enticingly,
Come looking for ya,
I know there's more in store for ya,
Just let me be me,
Cause I let you be you,
Those two forces together make us two,
For the godz I forever ride,
You could be the goddess standing by my side,
Somehow, someway maybe someday or
Sometime,
My destiny will align.