what if?

What if?
this question haunts me everyday

What if?
I told you to go, but
I really want you to stay

What if?
You didn't believe the words
I spoke from the heart

What if?
Seeing you sad and broken
is tearing me apart

What if?
My head says I should let you go
but my heart pleads stay

What if?
After all this time you didn't believe
me anyway

What if?
You are merely a vision in my dream

What if?
None of it as real as my heart makes
it seem

What if?
I could go on for days

What if?
You were right and I was wrong

What if?
There is no place I truly belong

What if?
I expect you to be here when
I need you the most

What if?
I 'm just staring at a closed door
without a welcoming host

What if?
All my friends just turned away

What if?
It was my fault because I refused
to play


What if?
I decided not to take things so
seriously

What If?
I had a revelation that I just needed
me

What if?
I took everyone out of the equation
that thinks they belong

What if?
I just wanted to be alone, would
that be wrong?