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The Monster You Made of Me
I knew I was damned from the start, abused and broken by society. Because of you I can no longer go on resisting, resisting this monster you made of me.
My devious mind raced with thoughts as my body pulsed with thriving anticipation, and my smile widened to reveal bleached white,sharp teeth. HA! What a monster you have made of me.
I would rampage each night, taking a knife and slashing my once lovely dresser. I would throw pillows at the wall, cut my wrists and bleed, scream and cry in vanity......This is the monster you made of me.
You judge not based on actions but on content such as worth, wealth, and style.People say kill or be killed. In my opinion sometimes I can't decide which one I would rather do. Society thinks it is wrong but I welcome Death as an old friend with a smile on my face, happily accepting either outcome of surviving or not. Calm and with a silent approach. Now do you see? Do you see the monster you have made of me?
Published 10th Nov 2013
| Edited 3rd Feb 2015
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12th Nov 2013 2:31am
Awesome! There is so much anger here...couldn't help but read it faster and faster as the anger poured out.
12th Nov 2013 1:06pm
Haha...yea I was listening to Marilyn Manson while writing this. I try my best to write out my emotions of what society thinks of me sometimes. It helps me instead of starting fights.
12th Nov 2013 10:16pm
as I reader I can feel how you feel. words can't justify what you did on paper here, good job.
12th Nov 2013 11:56pm
