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Falling Again
At the edge of my abyss
I stand wearily shaking
Tired of fighting the good fight
Cursing every wrong decision I’ve made and
Every person I blame, save for myself
For bringing me to this predicament
Peering into the darkness of my addiction
I shiver at what fate has in store for me
My body feels cold to the touch
As though I am already dead
Slowly I feel myself slipping back
Into my fiendish alter ego
A metamorphosis I can longer contain
Disgusted with myself and my weakness
I close my eyes to morality and
Leap in
(C) 2013 XMAR82 All Rights Reserved
I stand wearily shaking
Tired of fighting the good fight
Cursing every wrong decision I’ve made and
Every person I blame, save for myself
For bringing me to this predicament
Peering into the darkness of my addiction
I shiver at what fate has in store for me
My body feels cold to the touch
As though I am already dead
Slowly I feel myself slipping back
Into my fiendish alter ego
A metamorphosis I can longer contain
Disgusted with myself and my weakness
I close my eyes to morality and
Leap in
(C) 2013 XMAR82 All Rights Reserved
Published 29th Oct 2013
| Edited 4th Feb 2017
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13th Jul 2018 10:24pm
Wow I didn’t know you have a drug
addiction/ alcohol, I hope things have gotten better since you wrote this?
Hugsss Jackie xxxx
addiction/ alcohol, I hope things have gotten better since you wrote this?
Hugsss Jackie xxxx
14th Jul 2018 6:00pm
That life is far behind me Jackie but the remnants are still in my mind and soul!
14th Jul 2018 11:54pm
