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I've fallen into a gaping hole
This shit pot I call my life
The blackness is growing old

Yet I'm not growing any wiser
I'm being worn down slowly
Trapped inside these wooden walls
Staring blankly out the window
Wishing it would just fall

I could beat my fists upon the glass
Until blood runs down my arms
I could set this place on fire
And break the smoke alarm

I could run out the back door
Keep running and never look back
But then I'd have to face the world
And it's cold hard fact

I feel... Lost

                      ... Confused

Not knowing what to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I think I'm depressed
Or am I just a stupid teen?
With some stupid dreams
And selfish thoughts

Shitty work ethic

Trust issues

Weakness

Smallness

Me

I don't like this "me" very much right now
I feel like something is

slowly
pulling
me

down
Written by KittyFromHell
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