i want to see the blood!
once again the voices in my head caused a relapse
controlled me with their malicious cravings for blood...
i break apart a cheap shaver to collect the razor
each slice brings tears to my eyes and pain to the flesh i tear
once again you pushed me to this addiction
lied to me and hurt me with your words...
blood trickles down my arms and into my shaking hands
tears burn my eyes and collide with the blood
once again i'm left for the reaper
lost and broken in darkness i fade...
shallow breathing and icy hands feel the warmth of blood
a young life is so easy to end
[once again i'm alone and dying
this time i shall succeed in trying...
if i keep cutting over these open wounds i'm sure to die here
dying alone with a broken heart is something i strongly fear...][/font]