Darkness of My Addiction

I know those feeling oh so well.this is great!

Sorry to hear that but appreciate you reading.

Even though I've never did drugs I can still understand the feeling within the lines.
I've known many who've done drugs and it destroyed them.

I experimented with drugs but that's not what got me. It was alcohol. It took me a long time to crawl out of that bottle. It almost destroyed my life.

I sometimes think alcohol is worse than drugs because most of the people I've seen in my family or people that my family knew that I've seen got drunk would lash out and do stuff that was out of their character. Whenever I'd look at them I'd promise to never get so drunk to the point where someone would feel unsafe to be around me better yet I promise to never ever drink

It's good that you don't drink but not everyone is affected in the same way.

I know, but I know what alcohol can do to people so I'm just scared of touching a drop and worrying about what a person would do to me if I were drunk

Yes that's a legitimate fear. People do stupid things when they're drunk.

Yes however I don't judge anyone who's gotten over any kind of addiction because I know it takes true courage to kick a habit like that than to stick with it like its a crutch

Thank you a lot of people aren't able to do this.

Your welcome and yes that's true.
I only have no sympathy for those that don't even try to get clean and end up hurting others along the way