fault

i don't know what's happened to my head
emotions spinning while my heart is dead
blame myself for all the things you've done
locked in darkness reaching for the sun
 
but i can't see it
i'll never be it
i can't see through it
i'll never do it
it's so damn dark
here in my heart
black as a pit
feeling like shit
 
but it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it can't be...
please tell me please
it's just not my fault...
 
you gave me all the things i hate
now in your eyes i don't seem to rate
i took it all but i won't take the blame
it's no more fun for me to play your game
 
i won't do it
no point to it
i can't take it
just can't shake it
(THIS FEELING)
(this guilt)
it's so damn dark
here in my heart
black as a pit
feeling like shit
 
but it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it can't be...
please tell me please
it's just not my fault...
 
you did this to me
finally i can see
nothing i did was wrong
i just wasn't strong
enough to handle my pain and your pain and our pain...
 
but it's not my fault
it's not my fault
i don't need you (or anyone)
to tell me
it's not my fault...

2/21/93