unrelenting love for a mystery woman....

walking gracefully against the wind
her beautiful eyes glow like her flawless skin
dreaming and wandering I try to hold her against my chest
but she is screaming love on someone else's dick,
having sex.....!
I don't even know her name
but there is a feeling that makes me feel that she is my dame
her eyes makes me say it .
I dream about her every night,
the lonely nights..
in my bed I search for her body
"where are you? you were supposed to be on it."
says my subconscious mind
who doesn't know that she is not mine
I feel like I'm going paranoid
I wait for hours after my shift
to catch her glimpse...
has she ever noticed me ?
I get tensed when she looks back when I stalk her
will she be offended if I call her....?
my hearts is in my throat choking me
I'm  running behind a broken beam
of light in which I find hope..
I gotta murder her man to make her mine
this perversion will dump me on a crime..
I don't know if I got the strength to kill a living thing
but my greed forces me to, I got sting
by the wicked thoughts of the devil
I got no choice...
lord forgive me if u can
or eat my greed before her lover kills her man...