Just For The Record

 


I think it's time
to give it a rest
as to the world
outside
I'm making a fool
of myself .


Maybe one day
I'll understand
why there is no way
I can ever hold
your hand
I can only say
I'm anything but glad
I'll write a new page
and stop being
so sad .


Just for the record
why is my
estimation poor
I feel like
concorde , once good
and now ashore
I feel like the spike
that causes all sores
or a wheel off a bike
that is square
without spokes .


Am I not your
type
because my hair/age
isn't right
is it bullshit , hype
do I down dress
clown like
too much for you
to sight
am I a mess
like the floor
of a club full
at night
I can't guess
any more
but I'm sure
one is right .