Sunny Disposition (Russian Roulette)

One of these days
I will survive myself.
I'm so good at
talking about changing.  
 
Gun to my head,
I am far from content.
Gun to my heart,
blow the whole thing apart.
 
I don't care,
it's too much
for today.
 
I'll find my sunny disposition in the morning,
along with my keys and last nights empty bottle.
Don't come around here looking for a conversation
the last of what I had to say went with the whiskey.
 
One of these days
I will survive myself
and I just love
talking about changing.
 
 
Gun to my head
well I wish you were dead.
Gun to my heart
I want you in my bed.
 
shouldn't care
it's too much
for today.
 
I'll find my sunny disposition in the morning
along with your pack of cigarettes and my shirt.
Don't come around here looking for a conversation
the last of what I had to say went with the whiskey.
 
One of these days
it'll be one of these days.
I talk, talk, talk,
maybe sometime I'll change.
 
no talk of guns,
I feel like I should run.
Russian roulette
while fun, it isn't love.
 
I can't care
it's too much
for today.
 
I'll find my sunny disposition in the morning
along with my brain and all of my bright ideas.
Don't come around here looking for a conversation
the last of what I had to say went with the whiskey.
 
no more talk of guns,
I feel like I should run
Russian roulette
while fun, it isn't love.