Am I Deluded ?

          


Can you please
just tell me
Then I'll be
at ease
I think I'm ready
I'm on my knees
yes begging
will you please
just tell me .
  .

Have I been
included
in the real
unclean , deluded
where ears
are sealed , excluded
for all
these years
from the truth
said .


What is wrong
with me  
is it simply
I can't see
that my
personality
isn't what
it seems
to be .


I never thought
I was great
but I always
got a date
I've never had
a problem
'til with you
of late .


It's just
that I'm
perplexed
you never give
or seem
to flex
what is wrong
with me
how come
with you
I just
can't be .


But I'll tell
you this
I'm never
giving in
if my look's
not quite
right
well I'll go
under
the knife



I'm not
letting go
I'm besotted
and it shows
I've wanted you
for so long
my love
times two
is so strong  


and I think
I've lost
the plot .