lonely island

I sit here a lot thinkin things from my head,
Just wondering why I just wish my self dead,
Its not because am weak and bored with nothing else to do,
Its because iv hit rockbottom and no one to help me through,
Everyone chose to see the one front I show,
Stubborn and hard faced what's inside no one will know,
You all think I'm stubborn because I hide everything away,
But dam its to hard admittin I wish I could die today,
Iv always grew up thinking my family didn't care,
Iv never been far wrong cos no fuckers there ,......