Revelation

Hello my love, we meet again.
Goodbye my dear, I'm tired of sin.
A constant pass from side to side.
Can I ever put you aside?
No matter the pain you always bring.
I welcome you in my arms again.
The tracks of need you always leave.
I'm back again as you see.
Beaten down from your games.
Yet I still forget past pains.
Why must I be this guy?
Why can't you just let me die?
This life I have I must escape.
Yes indeed I accept my fate.
I've had enough so I'll load one up.
I must get away from us.
This isn't fun, just blast one.
Wait a second, you're the gun.
Now I see you don't love me.
Oh my God, can it be?
Finger ready on the trigger.
All you said was, "Quicker!Quicker!"
I realize what's inside.
All you want is me to die.