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sorrow

A walk through life bruised and shattered.All along trying my hardest not to become tainted by the noise of hurtful chatter. All the things said, the rumors,...all made me wish i could kill myself enstead of wake up to feeling this dread. Surrounded by faces going no places.Smiles look clouded and voices have no real meaning. Why do i continue to choose to be all thier walls for their leaning? i live everyday with feelings of HURT that wont go away. I run with pain as if i'm a game, advice thrown away all while i put my own name to shame. I stood no ground so i stayed in the shade, then i found hell and my soul is to blame. A lioness to tame walking through fire..All along trying to get HIGHER and STAY HIGHER!The Earth is "just life" . A life that cries songs like the devils choir.Yet no one truely understands my purposes,dreams, hopes,or even my twisted desires.I may of always been put in rough spots, dangerous situations or wanted by cops to end up being everyones pawn or scapegoat when they have been caught.All for my pain, heartache,and sorrow. I can't seem to see another day gone in hopes of a happier tomorrow...I blame the lies and all the rumors told by all the evil eye's jealous of my wings 'cuz i have endured it all and haven't been ruined.I am free and in love with sorrow I drink like fluid yet is borrowed. My tears are red for those who all said , that I am nothing but a loser who is better off dead! I love all them the most so empty like ghosts..so deprived of deep real emoitions so computerized waiting for a host. I may be lost and full of sadness but someday I will break away from all this madness!