The Knife Thrower Can wait

You just swept in didn't you.    
Did you arrive with the glow of the sun    
Or the falling rain?    
Either way you didn't wait to be invited.    
This is my private moment;    
Says it on the door.    
Here, See;    
Privite.. MOODY COW MOMENT    
Can't you read?    
Why is it you always know just when to barg in unannounced?    
This is my curtain call;    
The knife thrower is waiting;    
The wheel is spinning;    
Just me required;    
My moody grand entrance.    
   
I know ok;    
You don't have to tell me to sit down;    
See?    
Doing it; Happy?    
Hate you now    
Why in gods name do you smile when I say that!    
Hate you!    
Hate you!    
See your smiling again.    
   
Ok    
Dry them if you want;    
Fuck it, I dont care anymore;    
Go on pull up a chair; Take my hands;    
You want me to spill don't ya;    
Let it all out    
I hate your surprises    
Your smile    
See? your doing it again!    
Ok no sitting then, See if I care.    
Its of no concern whether I stand or sit.    
I want you to leave me to my moody moment.    
I want you to..    
I want.  
Please.  
I'm too tired for this.    
Can people sleep standing up?    
Why do giraffes have long necks?    
How come you know what room I'm in?    
Mysteries of the universe;    
Bet you could solve them too.    
   
Sorry, I didn't mean..    
Just hold me close will you.    
I can't explain;    
You didn't come here for explanation.    
Sorry    
Thank you    
Whatever you did    
Take me away please    
Out of this room    
That knife throwers a bit unsteady anyway;    
Keen eye for a bit of skirt; Not for knives.    
Hahaha    
Sorry.    
Take me someplace;    
Anyplace;    
Just not here;    
Not today.