Darkness

              
  Never before have I felt so alone, I've never ever felt this far from home.
 It wasn't supposed to be like this, things haven't gone to plan.
  The grey clouds are getting darker and are stretching far across the land. Slowly suffocating the bright blue sky, it's now a floating black cloud of misery.
  With each day it gets more difficult to work out where I wanna be. Clarity seems so fucking obscured it will soon be hard to see, it's a thought that, to be honest, scares the absolute shit out of me.
 It's all my doing this position I'm in, I've managed to fuck everything up again. It's about the only thing I'm consistently good at and for that I'm solely to blame.
   Not sure where I fit in, not sure I ever knew.
 Maybe it's here in vic, maybe it's home in w.a. I've honestly got no idea where it is  I wanna stay.
  Maybe it's time to be on my way, my beds quite comfy so its there that'll lay. .
   One thing I do know, this I learnt from my past.
   It doesn't matter who you are because good guys, always finish last.