Guardian A

You got my back right?
Tooled up too I bet
Don't
Just
Please to god no
Don't let me out of your sight

I have to go back
Revisit
again
You know why ok
we been through this
you said you were ok
sorry i'm nervious i say
sorry a lot when this happens

sorry

I kinda sound funny
at this age
my hearts racing.
This needs a finish
Needs an end
I know what happens
I don't need clues
I need you
your the one
my guardian
I've been waiting for
your light for so long i'd
given up hope
we can walk
side by side
part of the way
don't hold my hand
looks odd enough as it is
sorry
do you like my shoes
cute haha
yeah, they are that
mum obviously
hahaha  kind of funny now i say it
yes i know my hair
stop staring ok
looks odd you staring at me
you can stare later
when its done ok
stop..
ok not safe now
around the bend
he will see
needs to see just me
I got your spirit with me
you are within
i know you are there
with me.
i know
i know
don't tell me
its just i know ok..
sorry
got to put this fucker to sleep
bury this situation in my head
once and for all
promise me please
just say it ok
promise me never to leave
be right here when i return
i may be quiet but you know why
but it will be over
he will be buried deep
my only consuming thought will
be of you and us and everything that
means something to us
I could kiss you now
maybe later

maybe

when its done.