In the beginning. I was almost at end.
Green replaced with blue. Your no longer there.
He looked into my eyes so deep.
Deeper than you did.
Deeper than you wanted.
Deeper than you were.
It scared me.. I wasnt used to it.
scars have gone grey, I tell him about them.
blood in our shower you left me to lie.
you walk away... you walked away before i did.
Dont tell me you dont remember.
you'd beg to differ.
i was the damage.
i was dangerous.
i was heartless.
i was me.
inside your heart she will lay...
inside your mind i have been.
in my blood you will always be.
and in a pool of blood i wrote your name...
its the only name i've ever known.
I have whispered it
i have yelled it.
i have cried it.
i have screamed it
i have craved it.
i crave you. I need you...
not whispered in your ear anymore...
i shut my eyes. I bite my tongue until it bleeds.
i taste the guilt.
i taste you.
i want you..
i had you.
we didnt want each other.
so why do i feel like this?