Just To Say, What I Haven't Yet

  

I often
lie down
in my mind
whilst walking
I dream all the time
at any given moment
you're my focal high
of ultimate , full control
flipping me
south side .
from my
northern pole

You don't
even know
that I feel this way
or if you do
and this is known
you've just never
said .

I have untidy shelves
and strewn books
for thoughts
when in my mind
you delve
crashing library doors .

One of these days
I'm bound
to get wrecked
and then
I might just say
what I haven't yet .