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It's be so much safer,
Just to hate you.
Cause I can't lose you again.
And...
I hate you,
I swear to god I hate you.
Than you talk to me,
Your sweet voice I hear.
Your eyes... I disappear.
Forgot why I was angry,
Forgot that you're his.
And..
Forgot you want to be.
You've been mine for so long,
You've been mine for too long.
But you did this?
You gave me up,
Now while he sleeps.
Your telling me how much you love me.
But during the day.
I'm nothing again.
And I go for it every time,
Cause I search for your feelings.
I crave for them.
My heart can't handle it,
You say I'm this and that.
And chose someone over me.
Regardless you could have been mine again or not.
You took the easy way out,
You've lost your fight.
I love who you are,
But I hate your actions.
They make me sick.
And I'm the loser.
I lose,
I've lost.
I'm just there when you're lonely.
That's all I've become now,
And I take it.
I know I deserve better.
But what I know and what I do...
Are on different pages..
We're on different pages now.
In her diary,
She crossed out my name.
And wrote his with my blood.
In her glitter,
She showers him.
Watching my face fades,
He replaces.


Replaced in no time,
You show no mercy.