I can't stop my mind

Sometimes I wonder
If you can handle this
Sometimes I wonder
If you know what you are getting yourself into
Sometimes I wonder
If you understand your responsibility
Sometimes I wonder
Will I then be safe?

Do you remember
How I was just a broken doll?
Do you remember
How you stitched together my bits and pieces?
Do you remember
How you keep picking me up?
Do you remember
How you said you'd always love me...

Why is it
So hard to fall
Why is it
So hard to trust your beautiful words and promises
Why is it
So hard to just be yours
Why is it
So hard to just accept that I belong to you?

I know
That you keep me sane
I know
That you would do whatever
I know
That you'd never drop me
I know
That you will never break me.

But what if
You didn't know?
But what if
You didn't realize?
But what if
You left me behind?
But what if
You lost me?

Could I live without you?
Breathe without you?
Laugh without you?
Be without you?

No
I cant
No
I won't
No
I need you
No
I love you

Your are
The air in my lungs
Fighting off the smoke
You are
The colors of the world
Shining through my eyes
You are
The blood in my veins
Keeping my heart beating
You are
The bones in my body
No aching pain, just keeping me standing
You are
My world
And my fantasy

Catch me when I fall
And never drop me again

'Cause I wouldn't survive
And you said my death would kill you...