zero point

I have no fear of any god
rather an unnerving respect
for an infinity torus
with Tourette's syndrome
shouting, " I fucking love you
to death"

reassurance
is that the forever in front
matches that of it in back

to stay calm
in the face of that astonishment
requires odd remembrances
and old acquaintances

I have always been here
but can not stay

and when I return
I will three times
deny my savior