Insane Pleasure

I am lying there next to her
Holding, whispering
Sweet nothings to each other.
The stage is set,
I get her wet
Longing for more pleasure.

The sex is long and slow
Then she takes my flow
And sets her glow.
I can feel her love
Like from above.
She begs for another shove.

But then I awake
Feel like I’ll break,
My sanity is at stake.
I am chained to a wall
Inside a filthy stall,
A ball stuck in my jaw.

I am just a slave
On the way to the grave,
I cannot be saved!
In my mind I howl
Soiled in my foul,
Someone kill me now.