sleepless nights

Trying to close my eyes,as if I have lost
control of all my body functions
a mind of a machine...clicks
and twitches,torturing my self
to gain that desired knowledge,
getting high on sentences,phrase
and paragraphs.

as if the is war coming,
all alone,trying to solve
and give birth to new ideas
to this modern world,of such
a sick generation.

the sleepless nights as I
study to understand what is
required of me,the ethics of business,
so heavenly in theory.

no do I'm forced, but at this point
I have no choice,as i see the
window of opportunity...always holding on
to that silent voice
whispering in my ear...sleeplessly
going deeper in dreams.