misery love poems

i tried to think i miss you
convincing me not too give up
then i see nothing in you
but a craving for the game
not a thug life a drug life
a not give a fuck about me
or yourself how could i have
been blinded by your light
you were my halleluiah
why it looks like this was your goal
even in your abcenses ive seen my self
manipulated with what you used
to get my trust rooted in my heart
until that day at vomit house
when my misery imploded
flying hot shards of shratnal
cutting my heart into
a million peices all destroyed
a love so perfect we had to dissect
until from our neglect its fire withered and died
my pride forgotton  
i fall to my knees pleading for god to
take the pain stop the hurting and dry my tears
please make me forget the way he just forgot me