the positive thoughts

Forever in debt is what i should be,  
My sister gave more than enough to me, aleshas my light in the dark of a road, just seeing smile her smile brings my mood from being cold,
Then theres her mum does the best anyone could,
Puts her self last so her daughter feels good,
my own mum well shes the reason iv ever got through,
And the bond that we have will always be true,
Things have been hard but its the story to be told,
For my own kids later when im grumpy and old,
Children grow without mother or dad,
Fightinng stronger than most with out feeling sad,
I really do have more than enough for a smile,
And thats just my family who make my life all worth while,
My oldest brother god hes my rock and my stone,
He means more to me than i could ever of shown,
He helps when i need when things get to tough,
Hes what a sister should have and more than enough,
Antony is different sometimes still needs more care,
But hes the bestest aswell and for him il be there,
I take life for granted when lonley ppl wish for love,
I have a family and more so appreciate i should,
My cousins and aunties well most some times try,
If i tell them a problem they may try get me by,
I really do have the best life can give,
An deep inside me its the reason i live, i have cuple friends but a special one given to me,
Iv no reason for sadnes i should open up and see,
Our nasty world just bleeds pain from things bad,
We have it all at our feet so why lay being sad,
Il pray for others after thinkin real deep,
For i have it all when theyv no possession to keep....