I Am Only Human

I make mistakes 
The same as the next 
I spend the quiet time contemplating regrets 
I have a lot to learn 
I stay under stress 
At times I'm optimistic 
Other days I'm depressed 
I need a helping hand 
Pride is a beast 
Still no better than a homeless guy on the streets 
I'm not a perfect person 
I didn't have it all 
And I was cool with writing but not in basketball 
Feeling unaccepted 
I didn't have applause 
You haven't felt a pain if they hadn't laughed at yall 
My mother's really sick 
So many emotions... 
Some are unaware of the load you are holding 
Instead of finding fault 
Why not come to console me? 
The selfishness and hate is what's killing me slowly 
And it's true 
I can't judge because I'm human too 
If I am a sinner 
Why am I accusing you?