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Three Fucking Days
Feeling wild eyed and crazy enough to kill.
Hands outstretched and squeezing creating death.
I am a bomb about to explode.
Given the right circumstances death would consume me.
Flames would delight me.
Death's reflection in my eyes.
It makes me thrive for pain.
Inflict me and put me out of my misery.
I beg you please kill me.
The darker side of me wants to come out.
Supress the need to release it.
Feeling so insane now.
Hoping in a little while I can return to some form of normality.
Tossing and turning trying to sleep.
Breathing in and out heavy.
My guts wrenched and twisted inside me.
Gritting my teeth and uncontrolable shaking.
Give it to me quickly.
Three fucking days is way too long.
I need to shutdown and restart.
.........................
Maybe tomorrow will be better?
Hands outstretched and squeezing creating death.
I am a bomb about to explode.
Given the right circumstances death would consume me.
Flames would delight me.
Death's reflection in my eyes.
It makes me thrive for pain.
Inflict me and put me out of my misery.
I beg you please kill me.
The darker side of me wants to come out.
Supress the need to release it.
Feeling so insane now.
Hoping in a little while I can return to some form of normality.
Tossing and turning trying to sleep.
Breathing in and out heavy.
My guts wrenched and twisted inside me.
Gritting my teeth and uncontrolable shaking.
Give it to me quickly.
Three fucking days is way too long.
I need to shutdown and restart.
.........................
Maybe tomorrow will be better?
Published 30th Nov 2010
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30th Nov 2010 8:06am
are you quitting?
"Flames would delight me"
made me grin... it may be that i just like "flames" and "delight" in the same sentence... and it flows. It reads almost like a journal entry, honest and scattered like you're in distress, which is clearly the case! [; very enjoyable read for me this morning, thank you.
"Flames would delight me"
made me grin... it may be that i just like "flames" and "delight" in the same sentence... and it flows. It reads almost like a journal entry, honest and scattered like you're in distress, which is clearly the case! [; very enjoyable read for me this morning, thank you.
30th Nov 2010 11:17am
Thanks:) Journal entry for sure if I had a pen and my journal around at the time.
30th Nov 2010 11:50am
I liked this poem. How many of us have not felt like this, can imagine all the people on the subway having flickering thoughts reflecting the sentiments in this poem The fact that these thoughts are expressed is a good thing and leads to clarity and a better sense of well-being, I think.
