Summer Nights

My pearl, you look so sad tonight,
hollow screams and empty lines,
lick down the liquor off my mind,
cold tears fall down from that eyes,
wasted smiles, ghost pretends life.
 
I rock lonely graves, through the time lines i escape,
and nights fog fell down on me, as i imitate happiness.
 
I ride emptiness, over the paths of vodka rays,
but when i see those blurred thoughts, i could be fine,
but have no way...
 
There was so much of "i am sorry",
to myself i cry apologies,
for all that happens to me,
i just crack another one,
and lace up my broken boots,
so there i cry again,
another summer night..
 
Oh star, you smile like angel tonight,
lifeless looks, drunken lies,
kiss off the reason for this fight,
petty lies ring through my eyes,
pointless whispers, that i am alright...
 
I drink the cheapest wine, for a smile i just cry ,
and to laugh i FUCKING try ! but i am here on my own,
with my own good byes...
 
I ride emptiness, over the paths of vodka rays,
but when i see those blurred thoughts, i could be fine,
but have no way...
 
There was so much of "i am sorry",
to myself i cry apologies,
for all that happens to me,
i just crack another one,
and lace up my broken boots,
so there i cry again,
another summer night..
 
I had it at the edge of being someone who cares,
maybe just in my mind, cuz i have nothing again,
don't go away again or my mind will never mend,
there is so much of dreams i wish you to live with me.

I am just a pathetic flash of dying sanity,
just a blink of an eye from being happy,
somehow the luck is playing against my dreams,
and my intuition leaves me soul on eternal freeze,
the light and the darkness, they are blurring lines,
between life and death, i wish to die,
but i have to stay, to be dead in my imitation of life.
 
I rock lonely graves, through the time lines i escape,
and nights fog fell down on me, as i imitate happiness.