Room 479

A faint reflection
I see a person filled to the brim with disgust
Worth nothing piece of shit, no one could trust
never sweet or tender always full of spewing anger
I put on quite the disguise
I sit with wonder how to right my lies
but, sooner or later; under this rain cloud
All my wrongs will catch up with me
I see a horrible person with these eyes
Allowing me a room for creativity

Room 479

All you have to do is kick the bucket
Keep your head under water
The moment you realize, in an instant
Why bother?
For
It's time to unleash my anger
It's time to face Room 479
Address; located in my mind
The room I designate to suicide
I've walked past it far too many times
Always with the courage to just walk by