obviously

i feel empty if i feel at all
my heart beats a tired rythym
while my eyes blink listlessly
my reality unclear tears wont come
i feel dumb
i need you that need me
without you clinging to me
im only half of me a broken shadow
i used to believe in life now i believe in pain
mind wonders years of dying inside
my pride depleted in misery i hide
im cold alone scared of life without you
but terrified of the life of pain with you
you are free of care and i diluted thought love
was in your dilluted milky gaze
you never loved me obviously
why is it only now do i see that you and i were nothing
in comparison to love fate has a way
of depleateing people making it hard to stay
i loved you with my all it is my dispair to find
how much you didnt care
its almost like you were never there
like remembering a forever that died
a dream forgotton and a love
that breaks every glass heart you could care less
i gave it my best and you gave it nothing
its obvious in hind sight