Goodnight

I close my eyes
For the fear
Of the man in front of me
He doesn't see the child in me

I beg him to stop
For the fear he will continue
Holding his blade to my neck
Forcing himself into me

I scream loudly
As the blade slides
Down my arm slowly
Making blood gush onto the floor

I fall to the ground
Silent as a mouse
Making sure I am not moving
So he leaves me alone

I hold my breath
For the fear
Of getting caught
As I am still alive

In the end
The words he said
Softly in my ear
"Goodnight Precious One"

When he leaves
I cry silently
Wishing I really was dead
Because the pain is to much to bear

I am almost dead
When the cops arrive
I don't know who called them
Yet I don't really care