So Long

it's been so long since I have been kissed
it's been awhile since someone has told me I've been missed
it's been a long time since I've had my baby in my arms
it's been awhile since I've felt love
and even longer since I've heard from that vengeful, loving God above
I miss my babies, my little girl and boy
my brother and sister, my two that bring me joy
it's strange how I want love and them, a house with a yard big enough for them to play in
when i have them back with me, they will never take them from me again
one day we'll all be together
until then those two are reason enough to survive life's weather
I'll buy us a Victorian house and paint it blue
with a bunch of rose bushes, butterfly bushes maybe one or two
a greenhouse, a playhouse, a tree house and a dog house
and a little house mouse
an english walnut tree walnut trees, weeping willows
window seats with tons of pillows
a room done in shades of pink and princess styled bed and stenciled painted walls
a super hero themed room, with a bunk bed and a miniature rock climbing walls
bachelor buttons all around the front porch
and a walk way lined with stone age torches
stone walls to keep the world out and my little ones in
i will not loose them again.