FUCK IT

I ask myself what is the point?

What is the point in waking up everyday

Living life like somethings gonna changes

I mean damn GOD you see me begging in every GOD damn way

Thoughts of taking this life away

Cuz I can't keep dealing with this pain,

Stress hitting me every way i cant take it



But still I'm facing it all alone,

I'm so fucking tired

I wanna lie down and sleep

never wake back up

take off this horrible make up


I cant keep smiling everyday

when I'm facing all this pain

and it wont fade away i tried.....

oooh i tried.....

Like a little kid begging for a toy in a toy store yea i tried my hardest



You see me a strong intimidating man on the outside

But look in the eyes of this motherless child

And you'll see all the horrible things i faced

I bet you the devils holding a place for me right beside him

cuz i already committed a sin

i murdered my happiness

my conscience is died

And sad thing is it all happened when i was a kid



I mean how is this anyway to live

SO FUCK IT!!!!

I'M SCREAMING FUCK IT

FUCK THE TRUTH

FUCK THE LIES

FUCK MY HEART

FUCK MY LIFE

oooooh wait .........

i forgot life already fucked me hard

no protection, nothing but scars