dad where were u

Where were u
I cry everynight wondering when ul come back
You were here but in truth u really weren't

You were to busy raising other peoples kids
And u forgot about your own

All we ever wanted was for u to be there for us
I guess that was just a lil bit to much of us to ask

I acted like everythings fine an always smiled
But on the inside I am slowly dieing

You treated others with kindness and care
But we who were always there
U treated us like we were nothing an we dd nt deserve that same care

I remember when I use to scream and cry watching you beat my mother for the wrongs others have commited
Did it make you feel strong laying your hands on someone who's to fragile to stand up on her own

I guess everybody is better then us and they deserved ur love and ur care
But all we knew was pain an dispear

There were days were I felt tat all of this I can nt bare
All I ever wanted was for u to be there .......