I Hate To Break It To You.......

So...
seems like we
were one...

talking together
laughing together
doing everything together

Or upon closer review...
Was I just doing everything
YOU wanted me to...

See it was all cool
as long as it was your way
seems like my words get lost
in translation
whenever I
had something to say

So me being
the hopeless romantic
I tried to communicate
when I shoulda been kickin
your excess garbage
OFF of my plate...

As If...

I had some secret wish
of self loathing
where I would need
a pompous asshole
like you to do ...
MY mental uploading


While all your bullshit
was hid in smiles and kind words
being used as a coating...

Well...
I hate to break it to you...
But Im shuttin this charade DOWN

Now...you wanna look at me like
I've said something profound

after the fact...
I wonder what the fuck have YOU
been smokin...
To think...

I need your guidance...to breathe
I hate to break it to you...BUT
I dont need your help...
TO BE ME.

While you sit there lookin at me
with those big ol lying eyes
You never gave a damn about
who I am...
YOU only wanted this sweetness
between my thighs...

Humpf.....
You aint gotta worry about
THAT no more either...
I wouldnt give myself to you
If I was burning up with a Lust Fever

You just mad...cause I...
AM an Over Achiever...
Trying to make me believe
You had my best interest at heart

Well...
I hate to break it to you...
but I see you were fake
with your feelings for me
from the start....

As long as things go Your Way
As long as Im thinking like you
when I have something to say...


FUCK YOU....
and the horse you road in on....

Im viewing a piece of fucked up
scenery...and guess what...
YOU are the piece that doesnt belong!

I ...am more than Ok with myself
I dont need you to define me...
OR go behind my back when you
dont like what I do...
See you have tried to undermine me

Well...
I hate to break it to you...
but you are the past...
that is now behind me...
NO point in lookin me up
I promise you will never find me...

I can only hope these words find you.
Cause I attached them to a brick...that
you will find in your car.....around 2:00

Sorry... the brick went through the window..
Well I hate to break it to you....
BUT Im not sorry at all....

SO Loose my number
Loose my address
Dont come by and you betta not call

I dont wanna remember that you
ever exsisted....
Trying to control
my world....
You got this sistah Twisted